McGreevey felt such shame, he writes, that he “split in two” – living on the one hand a life “that stands for tradition and values and America,” and another life that he pretended to ignore as “something spoiled, something disgusting.”īut that duality only made his problem worse, and also made his forays into the world of illicit sex more risky and degrading. The knowledge gave me a feeling of terrible power,” he writes. “I knew I would have to lie for the rest of my life – and I knew I was capable of it. In 1983, while attending a political conference in Atlantic City that was rife with sexual pick-ups, McGreevey got soused in an Irish pub and had an epiphany. “Yet I liked the physical contact, craved it even,” McGreevey writes.
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Joseph’s all boys high school in Metuchen, “I can’t say I was interested in girls sexually.” He also writes that while he had a “great number of heterosexual experiences” while attending St. that this American ideal excluded me.”Īt one point, he told The Post, he considered entering the Catholic priesthood because he hoped its vow of chastity would solve the dilemma. While his parents’ working-class Irish-Catholic identity comforted him, he knew “deep down. McGreevey writes that he was aware he was gay at a young age. McGreevey, who is now separated from Dina, currently lives with his boyfriend, financial adviser Mark O’Donnell. His turgidly written tale, whose subject matter sometimes seems better suited to a sleazy dime-store paperback than to a former governor’s memoir, is due to be published next fall by Regan Books.Įxcerpts from the tome – for which McGreevey reportedly will be paid up to $500,000 – were printed yesterday by The Star-Ledger of Newark after the newspaper obtained them at a publishing-industry convention in Washington. His wife, Dina, and his parents stood at his side. He then declared proudly, “I am a gay American,” “The more the rumors circulated, the more public and brazen I became about my heterosexual conquests,” the twice-married father-of-two writes.Īll that came to naught when he resigned amid rumors of an affair with a male appointee, Golan Cipel. McGreevey revealed to The Post that he spent time in a psychiatric hospital at an Episcopalian monastery in the Hudson Valley after his stunning resignation as governor in 2004.Īnd he describes in the book his fruitless attempts to conquer or hide his homosexuality by ogling Playboy centerfolds, frequenting strip clubs and becoming “as avid a womanizer as anybody else on the New Jersey political scene.” “The closet starves a man, and when he gets a chance he gorges till it sickens him,” he writes in his book, titled “The Confession.” “With each new encounter, I was getting nearer and nearer to being caught – which surely would have generated headlines, especially after I became executive director of the state parole board” in the mid-1980s. “All I knew was that my behavior was getting crazier and crazier,” McGreevey says of his torrid truck-stop trysts in an upcoming book that details his tortured life of lies and sexual repression.
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Jim McGreevey shockingly admits that before he became governor of New Jersey, he’d have anonymous gay sex at Garden State highway rest stops.